Jul
1
I am the girl you know can’t look you in the eye
I am the girl you know so sick i cannot try
I am the one you want can’t look you in the eye
I am the girl you know I lie and lie and lie

I’m Miss World, somebody kill me
kill me pills, no one cares my friends
my friends

I’m miss world, watch me break and watch me burn
No one is listening my friends

I make my bed i lie in it
I make my bed i die in it

I make my bed i lie in it

I make my bed i die in it

Kill girls watch
When i eat ether

Suck me under, maybe forever my friends

I make my bed I lie in it

I make my bed I die in it

I make my bed I lie in it

I make my bed I cry in it

I make my bed I lie in it

I make my bed I cry in it

I make my bed I die in it

I make my bed I lie in it
my friend
I am the girl you know can’t look you in the eye….


HOLE: MISS WORLD
Jun
21
Precious and fragile things
Need special handling
My God what have we done to You?
;
We always try to share
The tenderest of care
Now look what we have put you through…

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we’d manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings
Shouldn’t know suffering
I wish I could take the pain for You

If God has a master plan
That only He understands
I hope it’s your eyes he’s seeing through

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we’d manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

I pray You learn to trust
Have faith in both of us
And keep room in your heart for two

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we’d manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give


DEPECHE MODE: PRECIOUS
Jun
2
threw you the obvious and you flew
with it on your back, a name in your recollection,
thrown down among a million same.
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
and passed over
when i’ve looked right through
to see you naked and oblivious
and you don’t see me.

but i threw you the obvious
just to see if there’s more behind the eyes
of a fallen angel,
the eyes of a tragedy.

here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.

but i see through it all
and see you.

so i threw you the obvious
to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy.

oh well.
apparently nothing.
you don’t see me.
you don’t see me at all.

A PERFECT CIRCLE: THREE LIBRAS
May
20
I never thought I’d grow up so fast so far.
To know yourself is to let yourself be loved.

And I want to be addicted,
I want to be secure,
I want to wake up after the night before,
But do you ever get me?

Do you ever get me?

I’ll press your hand against my face,
Weaken my resistance.
I’ll pull the sheets over our heads,
Let the broken sky break above our heads.

And I want to be addicted,
I want to be secure,
I want to wake up after the night before,
But do you get me?

Do you ever get me?

Shower me with affection and I’ll return in kind.
I have no hidden motive, I am blind.

I’m a stone inside a box,
I’m a spring inside a clock,
You can wear me on your wrist
And I’ll tell you things ten thousand times,
But do you ever get me?
Do you ever get me

EBTG: GET ME
Apr
27
I’m becoming less defined as days go by

Fading away
And well you might say I’m losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract, in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn’t really matter anymore
No it doesn’t really matter anymore
None of this… really matters anymore
Yes I am alone, but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it’s because
Because you were never really real to begin with

I just made you up to hurt myself

and it worked

Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be,
and I can see things I know I really shouldn’t see
And now I know why, now I know why
Things aren’t as pretty on the inside


NIN: ONLY
Mar
27
- “I have loved to the point of madness; That which is called madness, That which to me, is the only sensible way to love.” - Francoise Sagan
Mar
23
Hello
I’ve waited here for you
Everlong

Tonight
I throw myself into
And out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down
And waste away with me
Down with me

Slow how
You wanted it to be
I’m over my head, out of her head she sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

Breathe out
So I could breathe you in
Hold you in

And now
I know you’ve always been
Out of your head, out of my head I sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

And I wonder
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang


FOO FIGHTERS: EVERLONG
Mar
6
There is a little window
only you can go through
it seems very small
you can fit, but only what’s true

You’re gonna have to shed your skin, shed your skin
unzip and throw it all away
you never wanted it anyway

you know what’s waiting
it’s been there all along
don’t be so scared
it’s not gonna do you harm

You’re gonna have to shed your skin, shed your skin
unzip and throw it all away
you never wanted it anyway

your backs against the wall
your surrounded on all sides
time is running out
you’ve got nowhere left to hide

You’re gonna have to shed your skin, shed your skin
unzip and throw it all away
you never wanted it anyway

do it
don’t think about it
do it
don’t think about it

DUM LIKE YOU: THE WINDOW
do it
Feb
23
In my happy home I barely breathe
In my lovers arms I find relief
And there’s a sky that’s changing and a bird that sings
I never once in my wayward life was heading to run out

In my lovers arms I wait for morning
I beg my god to speak and tear me apart
I’d lay down my body I’d lay down my arms
I never once in my sweet short life meant anybody harm

In my happy home i read the signs
In my lovers arms I move in time
There’s no more crying and there’s no more lies
I never once in my sweet short life was waiting for desire

And there’s no more crying
And there’s no more pain
I never thought for one second I’d have nothing left but shame

In my happy home I barely breathe
I never once in my wayward life was heading to run out

GARBAGE: IN MY HAPPY HOME
Feb
1
Jetlag limbo can’t decide
Like molten rock I turn to stone
Take me outside of myself
Do it nice and slow
Somewhere down here in the underbelly
No words are used to speak at all
Comatose from lack of sleep
Will I ever learn to talk?
Echoes scream without a sound
Mirror pond reflects no face
Shellshock avalanche
Dialed out can’t be reached
No failsafe at close range

Girls and boys
Guns and noise
Beat by beat
Be the best that you can be
Best to your ability
Your future’s bright and ours to take
Do exactly as we say
Step right up, sign right here
Your name in blood, have no fear

Get ready set all systems go

Good life Godlike
Wanna see it from the inside
Bound down gun shy
Looking for strange
Go on give it to me
Don’t stop let me feel it
Looking for strange

Faster, Harder, More
Last chance, no return
Looking for strange

Freefall swan dive

KMFDM: LOOKIN FOR STRANGE